confidence

I heard the Spirit of the Living God say, 
Look at what you’ve become. You’re different than when we started down this road 7 years ago. You’ve changed. You’ve allowed me to mold you and shape you. You’ve made tough but needed decisions, and you’ve rolled with the punches and rode the waves of circumstances beyond your control. You can see now that life in the Spirit can be borne with ease. It’s your grip of control that causes you to experience unneeded suffering and pain. As you have released that, it has been easy to flow with Me like a boat on the water — sometimes stormy, sometimes wild, sometimes placid and at total peace. The difference now is that you are no longer constantly trying to take the wheel. You are not continually trying to wrestle for control. This is something I can work with.